There is so much to say and I'm almost too tired to say them. I've been caught up in work and life so much lately that I feel I've been ignoring the important things...namely my family. Tracy has her baby shower today and it was amazing to see so much attention placed on having a baby. To see how much people care is amazing. I spent the time hanging with my grandfather...something I don't do nearly enough. But it felt so good and it served to remind me that family is number one. It pissed me off that I let my job and myself get in the way of this from time to time. Never again...nothing else matters...not when you boil everything down. Love is everything.