It seems I only fine by my to the page when I?ve got negative feelings running through me. I suppose it should be no secret to me that all jobs are going to have their down moments, I guess I just didn?t realize I would be in one so soon. It has almost felt as if I was back at Millennium the past few days, but at least it has been with less pressure. I know I?m just concerned with fitting into this job. I?ve been wrapped-up in some priority projects that all have come due within the last few days. I feel good about them, but I?m getting burnt out a bit. I guess I am still trying to find niche but at the same worrying that I have given up on the column writing so soon. The real root of the problem is that I feel I wasted away too much time at the end of the day today when I could have been working on a idea for a column. I need to rectify this. I also just need to get some sleep, so this rant will have to wait for tomorrow. I need to stop neglecting my writing.

Happy New Year. Same resolution as last year...write and journal more. That, and quit dipping.